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Josephine Nicholls Pugh Civil War Account
An account of Civil War events in Assumption Parish, LA, during 1862, focusing on how Union occupation disrupted slavery and plantation operations in the area.
Josephine Nicholls Pugh
Records of Southern Plantations from Emancipation to the Great Migration, Series B, Part 3, Reel 7, Frames 487-498
Image scanned from 35mm microfilm published by UPA. Published here by W. Caleb McDaniel.
ca. 1865
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Dark days
A womans record.
It was October, our most beautiful month, but this Saturday noon, the wind in union with our feelings wailed fitfully or burst in angry gusts, dense rain fell. It was very [illegible], and our hearts were heavy with the tidings just received, that the Yankees had landed at D___ about twenty miles distant.
This army would soon be upon us, and war, with all its attendant horrors. Heretofore we had suffered privation and discomfort, but had easily reconciled ourselves to them, having in the beginning of the terrible struggle determined that all superfluities should be dispensed with to aid our country’s need. Alas! not called on our foes gathered the surplus.
Toward night The wind increased in violence, blowing shifting to
the Nor. West towards night, which was a sleepless night to most of
us. We knew not, what the morrow would bring forth. Our small, poorly
clad & worse armed force, almost destitute of ammunition, could scarcely
contend with Gen. Weitzel’s thoroughly equipped troops, composed of a
well disciplined infantry and cavalry mounted on horses, but lately the
pride of Southern stables. Coming thus with the pride and circumstance
of war, they were well calculated to inspire awe, and terror, in the
inhabitants, but I think indignation was the predominant feeling, with a
sense of depression at the helpless condition in which they were placed.
There was great confusion on Sunday, hurrying to and fro. Our men fell
back. Poor fellows they were ill fitted to [illegible word crossed
out] resist that dazzling array. even the Their officers even were
coarsely dressed and showed no uniformity of attire.
On the black race, show and glitter exercise the strongest influence. No
wonder then, that drawing outward comparison, they yielded religious
belief to Yankee supremacy. They saw their masters leaving their
homes—they knew not with what prospect of return. Their faith could not
stand the test, and numbers flocked to the Yankee Standard, forming a
motley, grotesque, and increasing army multitude.
Many of our planters, in anticipation of such an invasion had left with their negroes for Texas. After reflection we had decided to remain, knowing the aversion of the negro to breaking up and moving to a new country, thinking too that their demoralization would be less complete at home.
Most of ours were inherited. We hoped at least a majority would
remain continue with us. If there was confusion and hurrying
without, there was none the less within. Many planters were at the last
moment collecting all their household goods, hastened to escape with
their families. And there were sad, brief partings. We wives insisted
that our husbands should leave us. Why remain to fall into the merciless
hands of Butler? to be hurried we knew not whither, nor to what fate.
Rumor heralded the arrest and imprisonment of prominent men in N.
Orleans. Ours might still escape, or conceal themselves for a time until
the enemy’s policy could be known.
We were not afraid to stay behind, and so it was our large household for the first time in a season of affliction was bereft of its proper head. His stay could only have added to our distress, and so he parted from us that Sunday afternoon, while the army lay encamped a few miles off. Thus the responsibility rested solely with me, for within a few hours, the overseer becoming alarmed, also left. Of this I was immediately informed by our confidential man who came to receive instructions. He had ever been implicitly confided in, but was somewhat timid; however, I thought in his character of preacher he would exercise a good influence over his people. I instructed him to keep them together, if possible, and call them to their usual avocations in the morning. He came at daylight to inform me that some of the young men had left during the night, and he feared others would follow. But a large number were still working under the driver’s direction, one of their own color who was popular among them.
At breakfast on Monday our dining room servant, a young man whose
ancestors had been in the family for generations, told me the army was
approaching and a squad in advance had shot down and killed one of our
neighbors, a young man who had been discharged from the army on
account of ill health from the so called Confederate army. He was on
horseback having sent his wife and child on to a neighbor’s house,
hoping still intending to make his way out of the country. Before he
was aware, he was surrounded by soldiers and summoned to surrender.
Wheeling suddenly, he plunged his [illegible] into his horse and
dashed off. A dozen rifles were discharged, raising himself from his
saddle he fired among them and fell dead. His horse was captured and
mounted by one of the troopers, who with others rode into the next yard,
where on the gallery stood the wife awaiting her husband. She recognized
at a glance the noble animal—seeing this the soldier said, “If you wish
to bury the man, who rode this horse, his dead body lies in the road, a
short distance back.”
On came that martial host, proud and powerful, but I looked not
[illegible word crossed out] on their ranks, glittering in the
sunshine, when all was so dark to us. In sorrowful indignation, drawing
my little ones around me, I sat in the library awaiting their approach.
I might close doors and windows, shut them out from sight, but there was
no closing the ear to the great tumult, that Babel of voices, that tramp
of a thronging multitude.
Armed men were every where, surrounding the house, demolishing fences,
trampling the flower beds, in to the negro quarters, to the stables, to
the fowl yard, kitchen, but as yet they had not invaded the house. I
prayed fervently they might not. Should they attempt this, I would
invoke the protection from their officers, which I could not bear to
do in presence of my boy, a stripling of fourteen. He stood by me with
swelling heart, flashing eyes and wrath only subdued from rash
demonstrations by his love for me.
I am was ignorant of the insignia of rank, but an officer soon
entered the room. Some one said he was a Major. I am glad he was not an
American. Coming towards me without salutation he said “I want some
coffee, get some for me at once.” “I have none sir.” He retorted with
“that’s a lie” and walked out.
I could sit still no longer, but went to the kitchen, where sat old
Hetty looking angrily at the soldiers who filled it. Calling her to me,
I was about giving some directions, when I saw a soldier and a youth
riding towards the stable. In the impulse of the moment I called to them
“Gentlemen, if you are gentlemen” (the man turned slightly on his
saddled and looked at me) “is it customary for Union soldiers to pay no
regard to ownership.” "There is no ownership here Madam, this place is
confiscated." "That is yet to be seen decided, Sir." “Might makes
right,” he answered, “and I shall help myself from your stables.” “I
have no power to resist.” Something more I may have added. I do not
remember, however the boy’s ire was excited: and he pointed his
cocked revolver at me. Albert, my servant, previously [illegible]
in some alarm, putting his hand on my shoulder said “Come away,
mistress, these men will hurt, or insult you.” A messenger now came and
informed me that an officer desired to speak to me.
Time will not soon erase [illegible words crossed out] that interview.
The weather was cold, but I did not feel it. I stood in the Gallery
surrounded by ladies and children, (for our family had been increased by
refugees) a legion of frightened servants, curious and eager to hear all
that passed pressed around. Several officers advanced one addressed
me. “Is Col ___ at home” said one, giving me a military salute. “No
sir.” “I knew it before asking.” “Then, sir, the question was
unnecessary.” With a swap of his arm, he now and in a loud tone, he
informed me that he was the Provost Marshall of the whole Brigade. I
bowed. Turning he pointed to two darkies. "Madam, these men were
arrested while stealing your chickens poultry. I have given you
protection." At this I felt the dilation of my throughout, the chord
like swelling of its veins. Drawing myself up, I replied “I thank you
sir if you have afforded it, saving a few chickens is a poor protection,
when all the valuables belonging to the plantation have been taken. Your
soldiers have seized the mules, wagons and every horse; sir, even my
little boy’s pony with his fancy saddle is being ridden off,” pointing
as I spoke to the youth who had stolen them, “and there goes another
with my daughters side saddle.” He responded with indignation, “Madam,
this is the first place, where any complaint has been made of the Union
soldiers.” "Others may have suffered less or feared to speak. These
ladies have seen several of our male men negroes knocked down, and
pistols applied to their heads to force them off. Your soldiers have
placed knapsacks on their shoulders. They had no option but to march.
Sir, I wish none to remain who desire to go, but there are many who will
not do it voluntarily. Do not permit force to be used against those,
born and (reared with us I should have said, but inadvertently used the
word) educated."
“Educated Madam?” he said with a sneer. “You hesitate at the word.” “Fully as well,” I unwisely responded, “in morality and principle as your men who are perambulating every where, stealing all they can lay hands on. When my husband left us, he thought there were gentlemen in the Union Army who would protect ladies from insult.” “Do you mean to insinuate that there are no gentlemen in the Union Army?”
“I’m not so unjust sir, there are gentlemen in your army, as there are
some who are not so in ours.” Advancing still hearer and speaking in
an with excitement he said, “Madam, your son alone protects you.” “Sir
I do not claim the prerogative,” and casting off the shawl thrown around
me by some friendly hand, I looked at him with unflinching eyes. It
might have been wiser to have spoken differently but it was not in me,
surrounded by that reckless soldiery, thus violating the sanctity of my
home.
The Dutch Major now approached and supposing that I was asking for protection said “This lady claims protection does she? Yet when I asked for coffee, she refused saying she had none, where she had it.”
“Sir I only ask protection for my household against insult, and Sir, (turning to the Provost) language such as this, is considered as an insult by a Southern woman.”
Let me pause to do Justice, several of the officers felt for me, and
seemed somewhat ashamed of their Provost. The speakers. One now
spoke and said, "Such language is insulting. If Mrs ____ said she
had no coffee, she had it not you should have believed her." “I have
it Sir but not for him, an invalid my husband procured some for me, with
difficulty and at great expense. No Southern man would touch it, but if
you gentlemen desire to it, order one of my servants to prepare it for
you.” The officer answered deprecatingly, and said “we do not wish it.”
And turning their horses heads they galloped off. The army took eighteen
mules, the wagons, harness, horses and saddles and all the negro men,
they could lay hands on.
[Final paragraph crossed out.]
Manuscript, 8 pp.